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A New Chapter

Having not written since April 11th, I have completely lost the thread of number of days, number of weekends, days since NDI and since...

Day 245

W28D136 Three minutes until the bus arrives, the one I usually get it must have been super early. I only have three minutes away and I...

Day 242 & 243

W28D129 and 130 (Mon-Tues) Written Tuesday, April 9. less anxiety, but not void of anxiety. Every day brings something that I'm...

Sunday Lazy Sunday

It was a church Sunday. I went on my bike and Tom came with me. My tires were so low, it was incredibly hard to peddle. But I did it...

Saturday

I have stopped calculating the days because I realized that I was more obsessed with the number of days than I was spending on the actual...

Day 239

W27D138 It's Friday morning and I'm waiting for the bus. My usual stop. And it always gives me a moment or two to record my thoughts so I...

Day 238

W27D137 Here's my general list for Thursday I want to get it down in writing so I can have most of it done by Friday night. I need to...

Day 237

W27D136 This will be the first full day where I have not had bizzillions of tasks to accomplish. Monday I was getting ready for the show,...

Day 236

W27D135 This will be my first real day of not worrying about a thing when I'm high worry, that's just who I'm but I don't have a lot of...

Day 235

W27D134 I start the week Monday April 1 with a sense of purpose and a little more balance to my life since I won't have rehearsals after...

Day 232

W26D133 It is Friday. We have one more evening performance I just found out one of my leads is ill and may or may not be there. So I'm...

Day 231

W26D132 It is Thursday. And our first evening show is tonight. I feel good about everything that we've done. I feel excited to have a...

Day 230

W26D131 It is Wednesday. And I have no shows today or rehearsals after school, which is very, very good because that way. I will have a...

Day 229

W26D130 (Tuesday) Came home pooped because of the play (two shows) and so I have little energy to write tonight.

Day 228

W26D129 Amazingly, it's Monday morning, and I didn't throw up. Well, on this I suppressed it and I'm more confident now as I wait for the...

Day 227

W25D128 It's a very rainy Friday and I'm standing waiting for the number 39 bus, which is coming in a couple minutes. So I put my...

Day 226

W25D127 So here I stand at my corner waiting for the 39 bus on Thursday. Yesterday was tough, not in the sense that it was stressful....

Day 224

W25D125 It was the second day of elective and I felt that much was accomplished. It is a big group. But most of the students seem to...

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