Saturday and Sunday - This is my entry for both Saturday and Sunday. I worked tirelessly on Saturday to get multiple projects done. I worked on my elective materials for Monday, which I feel are extensive and ready. The only part that needs to be done tomorrow is to make copies so that they can feel them in. That'll be part of that will be tomorrow's assignment, these have to be turned in one is a contract one is the calendar. One is a description of the jobs possible. And also a copy of what is expected and how to get an ABC, etc. So I feel like I'm very well organized and plan have planned well for Monday, but I'm still anxious because I don't know who my students are as yet. I wrote, Melanie to see if she had a list. I also wrote her and said I'm kind of nervous that I will have too many students. But, in light of everything I just going to go with it. Tom seems to think I should have said no I can't have more than 25 and that's probably true but I I guess I'd want to be the fierce warrior that always believes she can do more, and never complains about it. Maybe this time I've done too much in that. To that end, so today's Sunday, and I'm Tom went to church and I'm spending a little bit of time home just relaxing I'm going to meet him. I'm going to ride my bike for the first time in months today to meet him, which always makes me feel happy and carefree. But at the same time it's almost the anniversary of my accident two years ago, so I'm a little bit. I have trepidation about that as well but I'm, I'm feeling confident that I can keep my, my wits about me. I can lower my anxiety I can get through the week. It's our last two rehearsals, other Untitled NotePage 1 of 2Transcribed by https://otter.aithan the tech rehearsal. In a week from Monday. And then the play starts a week from Tuesday, so it's a big, big week. Actually it's too big weeks and I, I want to remember that I can't be perfect, but I can do my best and I need to stay calm.
