W23D118 I'm feeling a little bit alone in my work, these days, and partly that is due to the fact that I isolate myself to allow think time. To be in quiet, is important to me. It isn't easy to create, but it is something that when you're doing it, it's imperative. Creativity; we're all born with our own, but many of us lose it. This is partially due
to the fact that other things become priorities as early as second grade. I remember having creativity, all the way up through or allowed to use my creativity rather my up through fifth grade and then in sixth grade it was like, and I had been dropped on my head, and everything had to be logical and everything had to be proven or disproven. Not that those are bad things, per se, but in the total scheme of things, if you're used to using that imagination and a process that's less than linear, it becomes very difficult to switch modes mode, or code switching, rather, so I sit here today in my room, feeling isolated in two ways I feel like sometimes I distance people because I need to think sometimes I just tense people because I, I need to process sometimes I distance people, because I need quiet and it does lead to having a bless connected life. Untitled NotePage 1 of 2Transcribed by https://otter.aiAnd I don't know that that is a bad thing. I think that's just who I am by nature. Today I have no after school except for PD which is simple. And I have to make sure that the students that are coming into work on the backdrop, are all set to go and I'll check in with them but other than that it's a normal, normal quote unquote normal day. I just wanted to talk about these feelings that are nagging at the back of my throat, in a way, making the seas up and feel not anxious but inferior or insecure.