W22D110 (Monday) A simple reflection for Monday, February 25. This is a day that I will rehearse after school with a smaller group of students in preparation for Wednesday's bigger all's all cast rehearsal. After school, we are nearing the end with Winnie the Pooh we literally have four weeks of rehearsal left, and because of that I'm starting to go into not panic mode. I would say more high alert mode, because everything feels like it's a must, instead of a well when I get to it. And obviously I'm going to try my very best to get to everything in elective, but it isn't always possible and it certainly isn't even probable at this point. But I really enjoy thinking, I'm it's actually very delicious to think I have four weeks of work left that gives me hope that I can make it through. There have been weeks where, especially since I. There's only two of us many weeks. It has felt really. I don't want to say, like a burden but burden burden a burden some. When I don't feel. I can just do my work and someone else can do there's. It's I have to do more directing of volunteers which which are lovely, of course, but it creates another layer of work for me and it's, it's just as it feels like it's time to be over and. Though I'm very happy how it's been working out. I'm just exhausted from the process this year. And I think it was easier than last year's process but in many ways more exhausting so I'm holding on to the edge of that work, and then I'm hoping that I can finish my essay in two to three weeks and have time to really polish it up. I don't know what Professor Risner is thinking right now because I haven't heard more about my specific corrections I need to do, but I will keep the blog posted I will keep blogging about what's going on.