W20D100 (Tuesday)
(Tuesday) . So here I am standing at the 39 on Tuesday, February, 6 and it seems to be a good place for me to do a little reflection dealing with my anxiety as part of the reflection and I can't honestly tell you that it feels better today, but it's only because I'm projecting I had too much. If I stay in the moment I think I'll be fine dealing with my essay.
I made a decision that will impact my essay and that is, I'm giving up my new teacher developer mentorship because I just don't have time for it. It felt really good to say I just don't have time for it and I won't do it. So I wrote them and that kind of takes that off my plate for the time being, at least. For now I just have to worry about the other 200,000 things I have to do in the day, but I'm pretty capable and it feels to me as though things are going well. Having time to reflect while I'm waiting helps to again quell the anxiety that I feel for any given day. And so here I go.