Day 185

W20D99 (Monday, February 4 2019)

Here I am standing waiting for the 39 bus. This is a good place to do some reflecting

and preparing for the day. I started writing my essay in earnest, yesterday and it felt quite good in that I made some progress. I now know somewhat the direction to take; it's just a matter of time. My deadline April 7, (that's for the draft) I'm feeling more confident about that process. Even though the words have yet to unfold. For me, I will find the way as I go along.

Today I have elective and it's always a little bit tense.

But once I get going, feels more natural and I'm quite capable of handling 31 sixth

grade students. Of course, I always borrow trouble and think, oh, none of them will want to take my elective next term and I and when I say that to myself out loud. I think well. So what if they don't want to take it and I don't have many students. So what I've been working my you know what off this semester.

This year, this academic year and it might be nice to have a small group.

Maybe I can do something different.

Who knows I guess the point to make is live in the moment, appreciate what you have, feel good about feeling healthy and well.