W18D91 (Wednesday) It is halfway through Wednesday my long day, not my hardest day certainly my most frenetic because of rehearsal and because I have a lot of prep and I'll have to clean up after but in any case it is usually an easy class day easy teaching day today I'm working on a lot of the blocking in the rehearsal, which gives me time to play. I hope and those people that are not in the blocking rehearsal either be downstairs with Miss on tomorrow or with we're going to send his read down to sing with them and I hope that goes well i think that it's a good way to get someone younger to take charge of a group of students and I think she can do it on the other front. I've been not as tired, but I just, I have a lot of stress. I think about the essay constantly I'm thinking about my medication, which I haven't received that I'm thinking about my donors choose requests and thank you packages. I'm just really behind on a lot in a lot of ways. So I hope that I don't stress myself out as we're going into the weekend, especially since this is Lydia's birthday weekend.
